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后期：Lee.要好好找工作！
選擇生活 選擇工作 Choose life. Choose a job.
選擇職業 選擇家庭 Choose a career. Choose a family.
選擇個該死的大電視 Choose a fucking big television.
選擇洗衣機 小車 Choose washing machines, cars,
激光唱機 電動開罐機 compact-disc players, and electrical tin openers.
躲一邊去 快跑 Get out the way! Run!
選擇健康 低膽固醇 Choose good health, low cholesterol,
牙醫保險 and dental insurance.
選擇樓宇按揭 Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments.
選擇首間樓宇 選擇你的朋友 Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.
選擇便服和皮箱 Choose leisurewear and matching luggage.
選擇分期付款的... Choose a three-piece suite on hire...
三件頭西裝 purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.
選擇DIY Choose D.I. Y.
選擇周日醒來搞不懂自己是哪根蔥 and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning.
選擇坐在沙發上 Choose sitting, watching mind-numbing,
看狗屁電視 spirit-crushing game shows,
還一邊往嘴里塞垃圾食物 stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth.
射門 Tommy, go!
選擇爛命一條拿來丟人現眼 Choose rotting away at the end of it,
躺在老人院讓人膩味 pissing your last in a miserable home.
選擇最無恥的勾當... An embarrassment to the selfish,
用你的精子... fucked-up brats that...
造出自私小鬼繼續禍害 you've spawned to replace yourself.
選擇未來 選擇生活 Choose your future. Choose life.
可我憑什么非得這么做 But why would I want to do a thing like that?
我選擇不要生活 I chose not to choose life.
我選擇其他 I chose something else.
理由呢 And the reasons?
理由不能拿來爽 There are no reasons.
有了海洛因 要個雞巴理由 Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?
"金手指"比"神秘島"牛 "Goldfinger's" better than "Dr. No."
這倆都要比... Both of them are a lot better...
"鉆石黨"更牛 than "Diamonds Are Forever."
瞅瞅票房就知道 A judgment reflected in its relatively...
哥們說的沒錯 poor showing at the box office.
不過要論票房... In which field, of course,
還得數"霹靂彈"最強 "Thunderball" was a notable success.
別人說這部戲講的是痛苦 絕望... People think it's all about misery and desperation
和死亡 and death and all that shite,
這么說也沒錯 which is not to be ignored.
滾開 你這個醋壇子 Fuck off! Doss cunt!
可這幫都忘了戲里樂子也不少 But what they forget is the pleasure of it.
他們全死了 對吧 哥們 Wild hands like me!
你個鳥人 You prick!
不爽的事我們不會做 Otherwise we wouldn't do it.
-要不要我來做 -好啊 -Do you want me to do it? -Yeah.
干這狗屎行徑還說得純如白雪 Beaut as the driven snow, that shit, Danny.
畢竟我們并不蠢 After all, we're not fucking stupid.
至少還沒蠢到家 Well, at least, we're not that fucking stupid.
你還沒達到高潮 Take the best orgasm you ever had,
已經爽過作愛 multiply it by 1,000,
何止千倍 and you're still nowhere near it.
親娘再親不如它親 That beats any meat injection.
雞巴再爽不如它爽 That beats any fucking cock in the world.
做了道友 When you're on junk,
只要關心何時能爽 you have only one worry. Scoring.
不做道友 When you're off it,
雞毛蒜皮夠你操心到死 you worry about all sorts of other shite.
沒酒喝怕干死 Got no money. Can't get drunk.
有酒喝怕醉死 Got money. Drinking too much.
沒妞泡怕憋死 Can't get a girl. No chance of a ride.
有妞泡怕煩死 Got a girl. Too much hassle.
要擔心錢包不鼓 肚子不飽... You have to worry about bills, about food,
心愛的球隊一貫陽萎 about some football team that never wins,
還要擔心人際關系 about human relationships
但只要誠心上癮 and all of the things that don't matter
烏煙瘴氣頓變云開月明 when you've got a sincere and truthful junk habit.
以前他不過是個肌肉猛男 I'd say, in those days, he was a muscular actor.
也就胸肌... With all the presence of someone...
大過史泰龍 like Cooper or Lancaster,
可加點肉麻有趣... but combined with a sly wit...
卻變成了白馬王子 to make him a formidable romantic lead.
這方面很象加里格蘭特 Closer in that respect to Cary Grant.
唯一的不爽 The only drawback, or...
起碼是最不爽的... at least the principal drawback,
就是有些唐僧們成天絮絮叨叨... is that you have to endure cunts telling you...
想整些垃圾到我身體里去 沒門 "No way would I poison my body with that shite."
盡是些狗屁化學藥品 All the fucking chemicals.
去他娘的蛋 No fucking way.
你這樣會玩死自己... It's a waste of your life, Mark,
盡打些垃圾到身體里去 poisoning your body with that shite.
這么搞真沒前途 Every chance you've had, son, you've blown it.
盡整點垃圾到血管里去 Stuffing your veins with that filth.
時不時的 From time to time,
我會嘟囔幾個詞 even I have uttered the magic words.
不玩了 媽媽桑 我要戒毒 Never again, Swanney. I'm off the scag.
你說真的 Are you serious?
真的 不玩了 這些狗屎會毀了我 Yeah. No more. I'm finished with that shite.
隨便你 哥們 It's up to you.
這次一定要戒掉 I'm going to get it sorted out,
脫離苦海 一心向善 get off it for good.
這話老子可聽了不止一次 I sure have heard that one before.
就用病仔那一招 The Sick Boy method.
你看 他戒成那鳥樣 Well, it really worked for him, eh?
這小子根本沒有是非觀念 He's always been lacking in moral fiber.
肖恩康納利那點破事誰也沒他清楚 He knows a lot about Sean Connery.
這倒沒人比得上 That's hardly a substitute.
-要不要爽多一把 -自個留著吧 -You need one more hit. -No, I don't think so.
長夜漫漫可是孤枕難眠哦 For the long night that lies ahead.
我們都管他叫"媽媽桑"... We called him Mother Superior
因為他資歷夠深 on account of the length of his habit.
我當然得再爽一把 Of course I'd have another shot.
畢竟我還得開工 After all, I had work to do.
猜火車
戒毒計劃第一步 預備工作 Relinquishing junk, stage one. Preparation.
首先需要一個房間 For this you will need one room,
得把自己關起來 which you will not leave.
輕音樂 番茄湯10罐 Soothing music. Tomato soup, 10 tins of.
蘑菇湯 8罐 Mushroom soup, 8 tins of for consumption cold.
香草雪糕一大桶 Ice cream, vanilla, one large tub of.
鎂奶 一瓶 Magnesia, milk of, one bottle.
撲熱息痛 漱口水 維生素 Paracetamol, mouthwash, vitamins,
礦泉水 葡萄糖 黃書 mineral water, Lucozade, pornography.
床墊 One mattress.
尿桶 屎桶 One bucket for urine, one for feces,
啖罐各一 and one for vomitus.
一臺電視 One television.
一瓶安定 One bottle of Valium,
從老媽那拿的 which I procured from my mother,
老媽何嘗不是癮君子 who is, in her own domestic and socially...
只不過社會接受而已 acceptable way, also a drug addict.
萬事俱備 最后爽多一把減輕痛苦 And now I'm ready. All I need is one final hit
然后就等著安定起作用 to soothe the pain while the Valium takes effect.
米奇嗎 我是阿麥 Mikey. Hi. Yeah, it's Mark Renton.
聽著 你能不能幫幫我 Look, could you help me out?
米奇就這德行 This was typical of Mikey Forrester.
這都是些什么鳥玩意 What the fuck are these?
要換在平時... Under the normal run of things
我根本懶得理這鳥人 I would have had nothing to do with the cunt,
不過現在是非常時期 but this was not the normal run of things.
鴉片栓劑 Opium suppositories.
正好適合你 Ideal for your purposes.
藥力慢慢生效 Slow release. Bring you down gradually.
簡直為你度身訂造 Custom-fucking-designed for your needs.
我要爽一把 I want a fucking hit!
沒其他東西 要不要拉倒 That's all l've got, man. Take it or leave it.
是不是覺得舒服點了 Are you feeling better now?
這都是什么呀 For all the good they've done me,
居然逼得老子插屁眼 I might as well have stuck them up my arse.
海洛因使人便秘 Heroin makes you constipated.
上次爽過的藥力還沒過去... The heroin from my last hit is fading away.
可栓劑還沒溶解 The suppositories have yet to melt.
我不再便秘 I'm no longer constipated.
我幻想有間磅礴古樸的廁所 I fantasize about massive pristine convenience.
金光燦燦的水龍頭 潔白無瑕的墻壁 Brilliant gold taps, virginal-white marble,
檀木環繞的廁位 a seat carved from ebony,
水缸里裝滿香奈爾5號... a cistern full of Chanel No. 5,
仆人遞給我... and a flunky handing me...
一片真絲手紙 pieces of raw silk toilet roll.
無奈情勢逼人 But under the circumstances,
此刻只能將就 I'll settle for anywhere.
廁所
蘇格蘭最爛廁所
他媽的 Fuck.
找到了 跳個屁舞 Yes, a fucking Godsend!
現在 我準備好了 And now. Now I'm ready.
戒毒有樣不好 The downside of coming off junk
要在清醒狀態下... was I knew I would mix with my friends
和朋友打交道 in a state of full consciousness.
真他娘恐怖 It was awful.
從他們身上看到自己的影子 They reminded me of myself.
感到好沒趣 I could hardly bear to look at them.
就拿病仔來說 Take Sick Boy, for instance.
居然和我同時戒毒 He came off junk at the same time.
他根本不是真心想戒 只是來氣大爺我 Not because he wanted to. Just to annoy me.
顯擺戒毒對他是如此輕而易舉 Just to show me how easily he could do it,
進而侮辱我的奮斗和努力 thereby downgrading my own struggle.
這小子真拽 Sneaky fucker, don't you think?
我想躺下好好感慨一把人生無常... When I wanted to lie there and feel sorry for myself,
這家伙卻老是... he insisted on telling me once again
掰扯他的人生哲學 about his unifying theory of life.
總而言之 放諸四海而皆準 It's certainly a phenomenon in all walks of life.
你什么意思 What do you mean?
人的一生總是先盛后衰 Well, at one point, you've got it.
然后一去不回 Then you lose it, and it's gone forever.
人生如此 All walks of life.
比如喬治貝斯特 先盛后衰 Georgie Best, for example, had it, lost it.
又比如大衛寶兒 或者路瑞德 Or David Bowie, or Lou Reed.
路瑞德是有點小能耐 Lou Reed? Some of his solo stuff's not bad.
但只能算過的去 始終還不夠班 No, it's not bad, but it's not great either, is it?
雖然聽起來還可以 In your heart, you kind of know
但心里有數 that although it sounds all right,
只不過是坨屎 it's actually just shite.
還有誰 So who else?
查理尼古拉斯 戴維尼文 Charlie Nicholas, David Niven,
麥克馬倫 貓王 Malcolm McLaren, Elvis Presley.
夠了 你到底想表達什么 Okay, so what is the point you're trying to make?
我費盡口舌 All I am trying to do,
只想你明白... Mark, is to help you understand
"玫瑰之名"這部電影... that "The Name of the Rose" is merely a blip
無可避免地注定失敗 on an otherwise uninterrupted downward trajectory.
那"義膽雄心"呢 And what about "The Untouchables"?
那部根本不入流 I don't rate that at all.
奧斯卡白拿了 Despite the Academy Award?
那獎狗屁不是 可憐它而已 That means fuck all. It's a sympathy vote.
就是說我們都會老 So we all get old,
都會廢掉 最后玩完 we can't hack it anymore, and that's it?
-沒錯 -這就是你的理論 -Yeah. -That's your theory?
沒錯 Yeah.
真他娘精辟 Beautifully fucking illustrated.
把槍給我 Give me the gun.
看見那只畜生沒有 Do you see the beast?
瞄準沒有 Have you got it in your sights?
瞄準了 Clear enough, Miss Moneypenny.
應該不會有任何困難 This should present no significant problems.
別這樣 快走開 Aah! No! Fuck! Aah!
真不是吃素的 槍法他媽的賊準 For a vegetarian, Rents, you're a fucking evil shot.
走開 No! Get off!
戒了毒 我立志奮斗一生 Without heroin, I attempted to lead a useful
成為社會益蟲 and fulfilling life as a good citizen.
-祝你好運 薯仔 -干杯 牛仔 -Good luck, Spud. -Cheers, Cowboy.
千萬記住... Remember,
讓人覺得你沒誠意就不好玩了 if they think you're not trying, you're in trouble.
一旦讓人覺得... First hint of that, they'll be on to the DHSS.
"這個家伙沒誠意 不努力" "This cunt is not trying."
那你就玩完了 明白嗎 And your giro is fucking finished, right?
不過熱情過度的話... But then again, try too hard...
-別人可能會請你 -沒錯 -You might get the fucking job. -Exactly.
見鬼 Nightmare.
兵行險著 薯仔 這叫兵行險著 It's a tightrope, Spud. It's a fucking tightrope.
我最怕見光了 特怕丑 See, I just get pure shy with the interviewer cats.
我特緊張 無法回答問題 I get all nervous. I can't answer the questions.
就象那些踢球的 I'm a footballer,
一上大場面就萎了 哥們 and I get nerves on the big occasion, man.
試試看 薯仔 Try some of this, Spud.
真是對癥之藥 Yeah, a little dab of speed is just the ticket, man.
不是 其實我奇頓中學畢業 No, I went to Craigy. Craignewton.
寫成愛丁堡學院... I just put down Royal Edinburgh College...
是希望找份好工作 to help get the job.
這里人都搞學歷歧視 There's too much discrimination in this town.
兩者都是學校而已 這種事可關乎民生 They're both schools. We're all in this together.
我的中心思想就是 I want to put across the general idea...
其實細節無關緊要 rather than the details.
人們偏愛對細節糾纏不休 People get hung up on details.
比如哪間學校畢業呀 會考幾門通過呀 Which school did I go to? How many grades did I get?
可能全部通過或者全折了 這些真不重要 It could be six. Could be none.It's not important.
重要的是我本人 對嗎 What is important is that I am, yes?
墨菲先生 那就是說... Mr. Murphy, do you mean that you lied...
-你在申請表上撒了謊 -沒有 -on your application? -No!
是的 只是想找塊敲門磚而已 Yes, only to get my foot in the door.
說明一下我好有上進心 Showing initiative and that.
可你是勞工署介紹過來的 You were referred by the Department of Employment.
沒必要找什么... There was no need for you to get your...
"敲門磚" "foot in the door," as you put it.
沒錯 你怎么說都對 對不起 Cool. Whatever you say, man. Sorry.
你是大佬 大權在握 You're the man, the dude in the chair.
你在上 我在下 我坐在這里 不過... I am merely here. But obviously I'm here.
墨菲先生 你為什么對... Mr. Murphy, what exactly attracts you...
從事娛樂工作有興趣 to the leisure industry?
一言以蔽之 夠爽 In a word, pleasure.
能讓別人開心我就很爽 Like, my pleasure in other people's leisure.
你覺得自己有沒有缺點 Do you see yourself as having any weaknesses?
有的有的 我過于追求完美 'Cause I'm a bit of a perfectionist, actually.
真的 我就是這樣的人 Yes, I am. See, for me,
要么不做 要做就要最好 it's got to be the best, or it's nothing at all.
只要稍有瑕疵 Like, if things get a bit dodgy,
我就懶得再理了 I cannot be bothered.
我和你們真的... But l've got good vibes about this...
好有共鳴 interview thing today.
今天也是表現神勇 對吧 Seems to me like it's going pretty well.
多謝 墨菲先生 Thank you, Mr. Murphy.
-有消息我們會通知你 -我真開心 哥們 -We'll let you know. -The pleasure was mine.
薯仔神勇無敵 我真為他驕傲 Spud had done well. I was proud of him.
熊得如此精彩絕倫 He fucked up good and proper.
真的不服不行 You had to hand it to Spud.
想像一下 Picture the scene.
上個星期就在這里... The other fucking week, doing the fucking volley.
老子和湯米一起打臺球 Me and Tommy playing pool.
我威風八面就象保羅紐曼... I'm playing like Paul fucking Newman by the way.
把那哥們打得屁滾尿流 Giving the boy here the tanning of a lifetime.
到了最后一桿... So it comes to the last shot.
決定勝負的時刻 The deciding ball of the whole tournament.
我打黑球 那哥們站在角落... I'm on the black, and he's in the corner,
抖得象篩糠 looking all fucking biscuit-arsed,
這時候那鳥人走進來 when this hard cunt comes in.
欠干樣的走過來... Obviously fucking fancied himself, like.
牛氣轟轟地盯著我 Starts staring at me.
死盯著我挑釁 Looking at me, right fucking at me,
好象在說"有種你過來打" as if to say, "Come ahead, square, go."
你知道我 You know me.
我雖不是那種惹事生非的主 I'm not a type of cunt that goes looking for bother.
但是在那天... At the end of the day,
我有球桿在手... I'm the cunt with the pool cue,
隨時可以把他的臉... and he can get the fire end in his puss...
打成豬頭 anytime he wanted.
所以我走過去 沒事似的 So I squares up, casual like.
你們猜那鳥人怎么了 What does the hard cunt do?
嚇到尿褲 Shites it.
放下酒杯 Puts down his drink, turns,
轉身就跑 and gets the fuck out of there.
之后自然是我大獲全勝 And after that, well, the game was mine.
講完了 這就是貝比大俠的傳奇 And that was it. That was Begbie's story.
可惜這是他自己的版本 At least that was Begbie's version of the story.
幾天后 湯米把真實經過... But a couple of days later...
告訴了我 I got the truth from Tommy.
湯米可不會說大話 You always got the truth from Tommy.
這是他的致命傷之一 It was one of his major weaknesses.
他不說謊 不吸毒 He never told lies, he never took drugs,
從來不害人 and he never cheated on anyone.
那是星期三早晨 It was Wednesday morning.
我們去打臺球 We were in the volley playing pool.
這都沒錯 That much is true.
貝比那球臭的沒邊了 But Begbie is playing absolutely fucking gash.
他宿醉未醒 連球桿... He's got a hangover so bad he can...
都拿不穩 打個屁的球 hardly hold the cue, never mind pot a ball.
我想盡辦法輸給他 I'm doing my best to lose, you know.
讓他高興一把 Trying to humor him, like,
但始終沒轍 but it's not doing any good.
我怎么打怎么有 Every time I touch a ball, I seem to pot something.
貝比怎么打... Every time Begbie goes near the table,
怎么臭 he fucks it up.
真他娘的 Oh, fuck's sake.
于是他開始罵娘了 So he's got the hump, right?
不過最后我設了個局... But finally I manage to set it up so all he has
他只要把黑球打進袋 就可以拿下這盤 to do is to pot the black to win one game
挽回點面子 to salvage a little bit of pride
不至于搞到惱羞成怒要動手 and maybe not kick my head in, right?
于是 他瞄準那個黑球 心理壓力好大 So he's on the black, pressure shot.
這下可壞了事了 And it all goes wrong, big-time.
操你媽 Fuck!
他遷怒于坐在吧臺旁那家伙 He picks on this specky wee gadgee at the bar
說那家伙盯著他看 and accuses him of putting him off...
分散注意力 by looking at him.
你相信嗎 Can you believe it?
那家伙連頭都沒回過 The cunt hasn't glanced in our direction.
-滾蛋 -他想揍扁那家伙 -Fuck off! -He was going to chib him, I tell you.
我覺得他回頭還想揍我 Then I thought he was going to do me.
這家伙真他媽的有病 哥們 The beggar's fucking psycho, man.
不過 他算是哥們 我又能怎么辦呢 But he's a mate, you know, so what can you do?
能借給我嗎 Can I borrow this?
真是不知道怎么辦好 What indeed could one do?
站在一邊... Just stand back and watch...
袖手旁觀 and try not to get involved.
貝比也不吸毒 他喜歡揍人 Begbie didn't do drugs, either. He just did people.
靠打人來過癮 That's what he got off on.
他發明的毒品 His own sensory addiction.
誰也別動 Nobody move!
那位女士受了傷... That lassie got glassed,
誰也別動 and no cunt leaves here...
得查清楚是哪個渾蛋干的 till we find out what cunt did it.
你他媽的算哪根蔥 Who the fuck are you?
蘭茜 你對我真好 Oh, Lizzy!
湯米 用勁啊 Oh, Tom, come in me!
我看著一小時前... And as I sat watching...
從哥們那順來的錄像帶 the intimate and highly personal video, stolen...
如此的香艷纏綿 only hours earlier from one of my best friends,
明白了原來我生命中... I realized that something important
有重大欠缺 was missing from my life.
你搞定吉兒沒有
還沒到手
多長時間了
六個星期
真是太可怕
她說不想彼此關系建立在肉欲上
日后的發展要依此原則進行
這是誰教她的
她從《大都市》上學來的
六個星期還沒上過床
可憐我兩顆卵大得象西瓜一樣
我從《大都市》那看來的 I read it in "Cosmopolitan."
這理論真有趣 It's an interesting theory.
其實真是種折磨 Actually, it's a nightmare.
小穴癢得直流水 I've been desperate for a shag,
不過看他那猴急樣更來勁 but watching him suffer was just too much fun.
你不如在湯米身上試試 You should try it with Tommy.
什么 居然要剝奪我... What, and deny myself the...
唯一的樂趣 only pleasure I get from him?
知道我生日出了什么事嗎 Did I tell you about my birthday?
不知道 怎么了 What happened?
那廢物點心居然忘了我生日 He forgot. Useless motherfucker.
她居然管我叫"廢物點心"
我對她說對不起了
讓她節哀順變
這樣很公道嘛
是的 可她發現我有張IP演唱會的票
她發火了
簡直是大發雌威 她說"要票還是要我"
那你怎么辦
我多買了張票
-你們倆在聊什么 -足球 -What are you two talking about? -Football!
-那你們倆在聊什么 -逛街 -What are you talking about? -Shopping.
情況越來越糟 The situation was becoming serious.
我發現泡妞和其他事一樣 Young Renton noticed the haste with which the successful,
都是成功者扎堆 in the sexual sphere, as in all others,
失敗者會自我隔離 segregated themselves from the failures.
海洛因曾讓我失去性欲... Heroin had robbed Renton of his sex drive,
可此刻體內猶如萬馬奔騰 but now it returned with a vengeance.
陽萎的日子從記憶中逝去... And as the impotence of those days faded into memory,
絕望抓緊我性致盎然的腦袋 grim desperation took a hold in his sex-crazed mind.
性欲受到酒精... His post-junk libido,
和興奮劑沖擊... fueled by alcohol and amphetamine,
領我踏上... taunted him remorselessly with...
尋求滿足的路途 his own unsatisfied desire.
當 當 當 Dot, dot, dot.
于是 阿麥我墮入愛海 And with that, Mark Renton had fallen in love.
對不起 對不起 我不是想騷擾你 Excuse me, I don't mean to harass you,
我只是想表達一下... but I was very impressed with the capable manner
對你的欣賞和仰慕 in which you dealt with that.
我對自己說 這個女孩有性格 I was thinking to myself, "This girl's special."
多謝 Thanks.
-你叫什么 -黛安 -What's your name? -Diane.
-你要去哪里 黛安 -回家 -Where are you going, Diane? -I'm going home.
-你家在哪里 -在我住的地方 -Where's that? -lt's where you live.
-妙極 -為什么 -Great. -What?
如果你愿意我會再找你 I'll come back with you,
不過我可不保證 but I'm not promising anything.
你這招以前管不管用 Do you find that this approach usually works?
估計你以前可能沒用過 Or, let me guess, you've never tried it before.
其實你根本不常泡妞 In fact, you don't normally approach girls,
對不對 am I right?
實際上你是個沉默寡言 敏感自卑的處男 The truth is that you're a quiet, sensitive type,
如果本小姐想讓你泡... but if I'm prepared to take a chance,
得知道你的本質 I might just get to know the inner you.
風趣 熱情 有愛心 忠誠... Witty, adventurous, passionate, loving, loyal.
的士 Taxi!
有點瘋 有點壞的那種 A little bit crazy, a little bit bad.
我們女孩最喜歡的類型 是不 But, hey, don't us girls just love that?
怎么了 帥哥 舌頭打結了 Well, what's wrong, boy? Cat got your tongue?
我... I left something.
伙計 你到底上不上來 Are you getting in or not, pal?
你難道還不明白 Do you understand?
我希望你是個細心... I expect you to be a considerate...
體帖的情人 and thoughtful lover.
慷慨大方而又性格剛毅 Generous but firm.
什么 What?
這么通情達理的要求... Failure on your part to live up...
你都達不到的話... to these reasonable expectations
那你就到一邊... will result in swift resumption...
自慰去吧 of a non-sex situation.
明白嗎 Right?
黛安 Diane.
怎么了 What?
小點聲 Shut up!
起來 薯仔 Wake up, Spud.
起來 Wake up.
作愛了 Sex.
有愛作了 Casual sex.
-湯米 放錄像帶 -現在 -Tommy, let's put the tape on. -Now?
我要一邊看一邊干 I want to watch ourselves while we're screwing.
我瞧瞧有沒有損失 So let's see what I'm missing.
還好損失不大 Not much.
隊長杰梅爾... And there's the captain, Archie Gemmill,
禁區外斷球切入 picking it up from the outside.
我估計他要自己帶 I think he wants to go himself.
單刀球 射門 He's gonna go. He's going all the way.
得分 And he scores!
真是精彩絕倫 Oh, what a magnificent goal!
杰梅爾干得好 Gemmill at his very best!
多么漂亮的進球 What a penetrating goal that was!
自打杰梅爾78年射入荷蘭隊一球后... I haven't felt that good since...
我從來沒有如此爽過 Archie Gemmill scored against Holland in 1978.
你到外頭睡 You can't sleep here.
-什么 -出去 -What? -Out.
別這樣 Come on!
別廢話 要不就睡走廊 No argument. You can sleep on the sofa...
要不就回家 隨便你 in the hall or go home. It's up to you.
還有別發出聲音 And don't make any noise.
有沒有搞錯 Jesus!
你說什么 不見了 What do you mean, "It's gone"?
到底去哪里了 湯米 Where has it gone, Tommy?
應該在這的 It'll be here somewhere!
可能還帶子時還錯了 I might have returned it by mistake.
"還錯了" 哪里 音像店 湯米 Returned it? Where? The video shop, Tommy?
他媽的音像店 The fucking video shop?
這不搞得全愛丁堡... So every punter in Edinburgh...
都用我們的帶子自慰 is jerking off to our video?
天啊 湯米 我想吐 Oh, God, Tommy, I feel sick.
-你好 -你好 -Hi. -Hello.
進來坐 Come in and sit down.
-要不要來點咖啡 -好的 -Like some coffee? -Aye.
-你是阿麥吧 -正是在下 -You must be Mark. -Aye, that's me.
你是黛安的朋友 You're a friend of Diane's?
何止是朋友 More of a friend of a friend, no?
沒錯 Right.
你們是她的室友 Are you her flatmates, like?
"室友" Flatmates?
我得記住這句話 I must remember that one.
早晨好 Morning.
早晨好 薯仔 Good morning, Spud.
早晨好 吉兒 候斯頓先生 還有候斯頓太太 Gail. Mr. Houston, Mrs. Houston.
早晨好 薯仔 Good morning, Spud.
坐下吃點早餐 Sit down and have some breakfast.
昨晚真不好意思 I'm sorry about last night, by the way.
沒事 我睡沙發很舒服 That's all right. I slept fine on the sofa.
我喝多了 I had a bit much to drink.
結果出了點意外 I had a bit of an accident.
沒關系 孩子 這種事常有 Don't worry, son. These things happen.
男人偶爾放松一下是好事 It does a man good to cut loose once in a while.
這個家伙還是偶爾扎起來打打 This one could do with being tied up once in a while.
我把床單放到洗衣機里去 I'll put the sheets in the machine.
不必不必不必 我來洗 No, no, no, l'll wash them.
-不必客氣 -沒問題的 -There's no need. -lt's no problem.
我也沒問題的 It's no problem for me.
我還是自己搞定好點 I'd rather take care of it myself.
真的別客氣 Honestly, it's no problem.
-真的不必 -薯仔 這是我的床單 -Really, no! -Spud, they're my sheets!
為什么不行 I don't see why not.
因為不合法 所以不行 Because it's illegal. That's why not.
-什么 拖拖手也不合法 -不是指拖手 -What? Holding hands? -Not holding hands.
可木已成舟了 In that case, you can do it.
昨晚你怎那么性致勃勃 You were quite happy to do a lot more last night.
但始終不合法 Yeah, and that's what's illegal.
你知道監獄里那幫人很變態 Do you know what they"d do to me inside?
會把你的卵蛋切下來... They cut your balls off and...
打乒乓 flush them down the toilet.
別著急 你不會坐牢的 Calm down. You're not going to jail.
你說的倒輕巧 黛安 Well, that's very easy for you to say, Diane.
-還能再見你嗎 -當然不能 -Can I see you again? -Certainly not!
如果你不來見我 我就要報警 If you don't see me again, I'll tell the police.
遲點見 I'll see you around then.
-該干什么 -我們去散會步 -Now what? -We're going for a walk.
-什么 -散會步 -What? -A walk!
-去哪里 -那邊 -Where? -There!
你說真的 Are you serious?
你們還等什么 Well, what are you waiting for?
湯米... Tommy.
這么好不自然 伙計 This is not natural, man.
大自然啊 It's the great outdoors!
多好的空氣啊 It's fresh air.
聽著 湯米 Look, Tommy,
我們知道你和蘭茜鬧矛盾... we know you're getting a hard time off Lizzy,
可也不必拿哥們來出氣啊 but there's really no need to take it out on us.
你們不覺得作蘇格蘭人很威風 Doesn't it make you proud to be Scottish?
還他媽不如作狗屎 It's shite being Scottish!
我們是人下之人 We're the lowest of the low.
我們是人渣 The scum of the fucking Earth.
人類文明中最可憐 The most wretched, miserable, servile,
最悲慘 最無用的垃圾 pathetic trash that was ever shat into civilization.
有人 恨英格蘭人 我不恨 Some people hate the English. I don't.
他們只是些自慰狂 They're just wankers.
而我們是這幫自慰狂們的殖民地 We, on the other hand, are colonized by wankers.
殖民地里就別裝... We can't even find a decent culture...
狗屁斯文 to be colonized by.
我們被一群狗娘養的統治 We're ruled by effete arseholes.
我們狗屁都不是 湯米 It's a shite state of affairs to be in, Tommy,
吸新鮮空氣... and all the fresh air in the world...
也改變不了什么 won't make any fucking difference!
對不起 伙計 對不起 Sorry, man. I'm sorry.
是我不好 我很感激你 湯米... No, I appreciate it, Tommy.
就在那時候... At or around this time,
薯仔 病仔和我集思廣益 深思熟慮... Spud, Sick Boy, and I made a healthy, informed,
作了個有益健康的決定 Democratic decision to...
盡快回到海洛因懷抱 get back on heroin as soon as possible.
這個決定用了12個小時 It took about 12 hours.
說起來容易 其實不是 It looks easy, this, but it's not.
表面上好象挺簡單 It looks like a doss, like a soft option.
實際上這么活著真要全心投入 But living like this, it's a full-time business.
烏蘇拉安德斯是經典邦女郎 Ursula Andress. The quintessential Bond Girl.
是人都這么說 That's what everyone says.
表面上高高在上 遙不可及 The embodiment, right, of his superiority to us.
性感美麗而又富于異國風情 Beautiful, exotic, highly sexual,
可遠觀而不可褻玩 yet totally unavailable to anyone apart from him.
其實狗屁不是 Shite. I mean, let's face it, mate.
她傍了個愛丁堡鄉巴佬 She'd shag one punter from Edinburgh,
等于被我們泡 she'd shag the whole fucking lot of us.
-干得好 -我早知道他會這么做 -Well done. -I knew he was gonna do that.
蘭茜走了 Lizzy's gone, Mark.
她把我給甩了 She's gone and fucking dumped me.
就為一盒錄像帶... It was that videotape
IP音樂會以及其他一些屁事 and that lggy Pop business and other sorts of shit.
她讓我滾一邊去離她遠點 She told me where to go and no fucking mistake.
我問她 I said to her,
有沒有機會和好 "Is there any chance of getting back together?"
她說沒門 絕對沒商量 But no way, no fucking way.
奧妮·布萊克曼 扮演普西格羅爾 對吧 Honor Blackman, A.K.A. Pussy Galore, right?
這他媽的什么垃圾名 What a total fucking misnomer.
我演來試試看 I mean, I wouldn't touch her with yours.
我想試試 阿麥 I want to try it, Mark.
你老號稱什么極限體驗 You're always going on about how it's the ultimate hit.
爽過作愛 Better than sex.
快點 伙計 我是個成年人 Come on, man, I'm a fucking adult.
我自己也能找到 I can find out for myself.
我有錢 I've got the money.
個性 個性最重要 對吧 Personality. I mean, that's what counts, right?
個性 要維持關系 Personality. That's what keeps a relationship...
全靠個性 going through the years.
就象海洛因 Like heroin.
我是說 海洛因就絕對他媽的有個性 I mean, heroin's got great fucking personality.
媽媽桑讓我們... Swanney taught us...
要尊重藥管局... to respect the National Health Service,
因為這是我們的主要貸源 for it was the source of much of our gear.
我們偷毒品 我們偷藥方... We stole drugs, we stole prescriptions,
買藥方 賣藥方 換藥方 or bought them, sold them, swapped them,
影印 偽造 forged them, photocopied them,
和癌癥病人交換 以及酒鬼... or traded drugs with cancer victims, alcoholics,
退休人士 愛滋病患者 羊癲病人 old-age pensioners, AIDS patients, epileptics,
以及家庭主婦 and bored housewives.
我們偷嗎啡 海洛因 可待因 羥基安定 We took morphine, diamorphine, cyclizine, codeine,
硝基安定 巴比通 異戊巴比妥安米妥... temazepam, nitrazepam, phenobarbitone,
右旋丙氧吩 美沙酮 哌魚替啶... sodium amytal, dextropropoxyphene, methadone,
鎮痛新 丁丙諾啡... nalbuphine, pethidine, pentazocine, buprenorphine,
右旋嗎拉密特 抗驚厥劑 dextromoramide, chlormethiazole.
失眠 失業 失戀什么都有的醫 The streets are awash with drugs you can have
我們當然照單全收 for unhappiness and pain, and we took them all.
如果維生素不合法 Fuck it, we would have injected vitamin C
我們照用不誤 if only they'd made it illegal.
愛丁堡國際藝術節第一天
對不起 能用一下廁所嗎 Pardon me, may I use your bathroom?
多謝 Thank you.
你真他媽喪心病狂 You're a psycho!
阿麥 別他媽去買海洛因 Hey, Rent Boy, no fucking smack.
可惜好景不常在 But the good times couldn't last forever.
不 No! God, no!
不 天啊 不 Oh, my God, no! Please, no!
愛莉森可能嚎了一整天... I think Allison had been screaming all day,
我可能剛察覺到而已 but it hadn't really registered before.
她可能嚎了一個星期 She might have been screaming for a week for all I knew.
我好久沒聽人說過話 It had been days since I heard anyone speak,
雖然一定有人說過什么 though someone must have said something in all that time.
一定有人說過什么 Surely to fuck, someone must have.
-愛莉森 愛莉森 -救命啊 -Allison! Allison! -Help me, please!
冷靜點 Calm down!
不會有事的 Everything's going to be just fine.
他可是大錯特錯 Nothing could have been further from the truth.
實際上 事可鬧大了 In point of fact, nothing was going to be just fine.
每件事都不妥 On the contrary, everything was going to be bad.
不妥 我是說以前就不怎么地... Bad? I mean everything was gonna be...
現在更糟糕 even worse than it already was.
這不是我干的 她不是我女兒 It wasn't my baby. She wasn't my baby.
孩子生下來了 她不是我的 Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.
可能是薯仔的 媽媽桑的 Spud's? Swanney's?
病仔的 我也搞不清楚 Sick Boy's? I don't know.
可能愛莉森知道 也可能不知道 Maybe Allison knew. Maybe not.
我挺想找點話來說 I wished I could think of something to say,
表示下同情 表示下關懷 something sympathetic, something human.
說點什么 阿麥 Say something, Mark.
他媽的 你們說話啊 Fucking say something!
我去煮點藥 I'm cooking up.
阿麥 我真是需要來一針 Cook us up a shot, Rents. I need a hit.
她是得來一針 我能明白 And so she did. I could understand that.
她需要忘記痛苦 To take the pain away.
于是我去煮藥 幫她打針 So I cooked up, and she got a hit.
但不用說得先等我爽完 But only after me. That went without saying.
至少我們已經知道了父親是誰 Well, at least we knew who the father was now.
那天不僅是嬰兒死了 It wasn't just the baby that died that day.
病仔身上的某些東西... Something inside Sick Boy was lost...
也一去不返 and never returned.
他沒法解釋... It seemed he had no theory
為什么會這樣 with which to explain a moment like this.
我也不行 Nor did I.
我們的對策只能是... Our only response was to keep on going...
繼續沉淪 and fuck everything.
痛上加痛 Pile misery upon misery,
把海洛因擺在藥勺上煮溶 heap it up on a spoon and dissolve it with bile,
打入腐爛含膿的血管 then squirt it into a stinking, purulent vein,
周而復始 and do it all over again.
不斷地為非作歹 打劫 Keep on going, getting up, going out, robbing,
偷摸 破壞 stealing, fucking people over,
令我們自己在這條路上... propelling ourselves with longing
一步步走向深淵 towards the day that it would all go wrong.
因為無論你能搶到多少... Because no matter how much you stash...
能偷到多少... or how much you steal,
白粉永遠不夠 you never have enough.
也無論你曾經... No matter how often you go out...
為非作歹多少次... and rob and fuck people over,
永遠會一做再做 you always need to get up and do it all over again.
不論遲早... Sooner or later,
都會落得如此下場 this kind of thing was bound to happen.
入店行竊是犯罪... Because shoplifting is theft, which is a crime,
你也許另有解釋 and despite what you may believe,
但無受害人的罪行并不存在 there is no such entity as victimless crime.
毒癮可以解釋行為 Heroin addiction may explain your actions,
但無法解脫罪名 but it does not excuse them.
墨菲先生 你是個慣犯 Mr. Murphy, you are a habitual thief,
而且毫無悔意 devoid of regret and remorse.
本席判你入獄6個月 In sentencing you to six months imprisonment,
但我很擔心會... my only worry is it will not be long...
很快再見到你 before we meet again.
麥先生 本席知道... Mr. Renton, I understand that you have entered
你已參加戒毒計劃... into a program of rehabilitation
...盡力解除毒癮 in an attempt to wean yourself away from heroin.
本席判你緩刑... The suspension of your sentence is conditional...
但你必須繼續與本計劃合作 on your continued cooperation with this program.
你若再犯 Should you stand guilty before me again,
本席一定毫不猶豫將你入獄 I shall not hesitate to impose a custodial sentence.
多謝 法官大人 Thank you, Your Honor.
得主所助 With God's help,
我一定能戰勝惡習 I'll conquer this terrible affliction.
還有什么可說的 What can you say?
貝比卻有話說 Well, Begbie had a phrase for it.
那渾蛋擺明了要整人 It was obvious that cunt was going to fuck some cunt.
兒子 希望你真的得到教訓 Well, I hope you learnt your lesson, son.
兒子 我真擔心就此失去你 Oh, my son, I thought I was gonna lose you there.
你整天給我惹麻煩 You're nothing but trouble to me,
可我還是愛你 but I still love you!
你該洗心革面 You better clean up your act.
戒掉毒癮了 Cut that shite out forever.
聽法蘭西斯的話 他說的有道理 You listen to Francis. He's talking sense.
老子當然比你懂得多 Fucking right I am.
你只不過在牢里蹲了兩天 See, inside, you wouldn't last two fucking days.
大多東西比那破針筒好 There's better things than the needle, Rents.
你該選擇生活 Choose life.
我還記得你小時候那個樣 I remember when you were a wee baby.
媽媽的小寶貝 Oh, mama's little baby loves.
我也很遺憾 墨菲太太 I'm sorry, Mrs. Murphy.
薯仔要坐牢 我沒事 真是不公道 That wasn't any fair. Spud going down and not me.
不是我們的錯 Well, it's not our fault!
你兒子要進去是因為他象豬一樣蠢 Your boy went down because he was a smack-head,
要說這不是你的錯 and if that's not your fault,
那我就真不知道是誰的錯了 then I don't know what is.
我還曾想幫他脫罪 That was that fucking cunt.
-他媽的拿酒來 -好的 -I'll get the drinks. -Aye.
我希望代替薯仔去坐牢 I wished I'd gone down instead of Spud.
周圍都是我的家人... Here I was surrounded by my family...
和所謂的哥們... and my so-called mates,
我卻從未感覺如此地孤單 如此地空虛寂寞 and I've never felt so alone, never in all my puff.
防火門
自打緩刑起... Since I was on remand,
他們要我加入這個計劃... they've had me on this program.
國家資助戒毒計劃 The state-sponsored addiction.
一日服三劑美沙酮 Three sickly sweet doses of methadone a day...
代替吸毒 instead of smack.
但怎么都不夠 But it's never enough.
此刻我毒癮大發 And at the moment, it's nowhere near enough.
一個早上就用完了三劑的量... I took all three this morning,
下次注射得等18個小時 and now I've got 1 8 hours to go till my next shot
我全身冷汗直冒 and a sweat on my back like a layer of frost.
我要去找媽媽桑 爽一把 I need to visit the Mother Superior for one hit.
他媽的爽一把 我才能渡過漫長難熬的一天 One fucking hit to get us over this long, hard day.
今晚有什么好菜 What's on the menu this evening, sir?
-你最喜歡的 -太棒了 -Your favorite dish. -Excellent.
-老地方 先生 -當然 多謝 -Usual table, sir? -Oh, why, thank you.
您介意先付帳嗎 Would sir care to pay for his bill in advance?
先記在我帳上吧 No, stick it on my tab.
很抱歉提醒您... Regret to inform, sir, credit limit was reached...
您的信用額度已經超支了 and breached quite some time ago.
這個行了吧 Oh, well, in that case.
真金白銀 太好了 Hard currency! That'll do nicely.
和你這種人打交道... Can't be too careful when...
還是小心為妙 we're dealing with your type, can we?
頭菜要什么 Would sir care for a starter?
來點蒜蓉面包 Some garlic bread perhaps?
多謝 不用 我還是直接... No, thank you. I'll proceed directly...
皮下注射吧 拿帶勁的來 to the intravenous injection of hard drugs,please.
悉聽尊便 As you wish, sir.
悉聽尊便 As you wish.
要我給你叫出租嗎 Perhaps sir would like me to call for a taxi?
事故急救中心
張開眼 起來 Open your eyes! Wake up!
醒來 Come on, wake up!
我感覺極為糟糕 I don't feel the sickness yet,
我知道就快大難臨頭了 but it's in the post, that's for sure.
無間地獄就在眼前 I'm in the junky limbo at the moment.
又累又乏 睡不著 醒不了 Too ill to sleep, too tired to stay awake.
病魔正緊鑼密鼓地趕來 But the sickness is on its way.
出汗 打顫 反胃 痙攣 Sweat, chills, nausea, pain, and craving.
某些不明事物... Need like nothing else I've ever known
就要捉住我 will soon take hold of me.
那些東西就快來了 It's on its way.
我們會幫你的 兒子 We'll help you, son.
我們一直陪著你到痊愈 You'll stay here with us till you get better.
我們一起和毒癮戰斗 We're gonna beat this together.
我應該回戒毒所可能好點 Maybe I should go back to the clinic.
不行 No.
不去戒毒所 不要美沙酮 No clinics, no methadone.
你都說了 那里根本越搞越糟 That only made you worse. You said so yourself.
你騙了我們 兒子 騙了你的親爹親娘 You lied to us, son, your own mother and father.
-給我搞點凝膠劑來 -不行 -You could bring us jellies. -No!
那東西比海洛因還糟糕 You're worse coming off that than heroin.
-沒門 -這次一定要戒掉 -Nothing at all. -It's a clean break this time.
你就在這里 我們會看住你的 You're staying here where we can keep an eye on you.
我真的很感激你們 真的 I appreciate what you're trying to do.
我只要再來一次 But I just need one more score.
求求你們讓我再打一針 Just bring me one more hit.
我要再打一針 I need one more fucking hit!
滾你娘的 You fuck!
完了 完了 Hit. Hit.
真他媽的逗 是吧 Well, this is a good fucking laugh, ain't it?
你出身汗把毒逼出來 You sweat that shite out of your system,
等我回來 那玩意還沒出來 'cause if I come back and it's still here,
我就一腳踢爆它 I'll fucking kick it out.
好吧 Okay.
天啊 God.
問題一 Question number one.
人體免疫系統病毒是... The human immunodeficiency virus is a...
逆轉綠酶病毒 Retrovirus?
答案正確 Retrovirus is the right answer!
玩個鬼臉游戲 倫頓太太 It's a mug's game, Mrs. Renton.
我不一定有資格說這話 I mean, I'm not saying I was blameless myself.
但總有一天 But there comes a time
你要勇敢的... when you have to turn your back on that nonsense
說不 and just say no.
說不 Just say no.
天啊 嬰兒死了 She's gone! She's gone!
不 Fuck.
第二條問題 Question number two.
后面免疫病毒會連接... H.I.V. binds to which receptor...
淋巴細胞的哪一個受體 on the host lymphocyte?
是哪一個受體 Which receptor is that?
CD-4 CD4.
CD-4 答案正確 CD4 is the right answer!
爽過作愛 阿麥 Better than sex, Rents.
爽過作愛 Better than sex.
終極體驗 The ultimate hit.
我是成年人 我自己搞得定 I'm a fucking adult. I can find out for myself.
我自己搞得定 Well, I'm finding out, all right.
湯米 Tommy.
不 No!
別過來 別過來 Stop it. Fucking stop it. Stop it. Stop it.
他有罪還是無罪 Is he guilty or not guilty?
他是我們的兒子 He's our son.
不要啊 Don't!
不要 Don't!
不要這樣 Stop!
不要 老天 Oh, my God!
別這樣 Stop!
阿麥 Mark.
得采取些措施 There's something you need to do.
來了 來了 35號 Come alive, 35.
66號 Lots of tricks, 66.
阿麥 阿麥 你中了 Mark, you've got a house!
中了 中了 House! House!
好運氣 阿麥 For goodness sake, Mark.
我真的是幸運之極 It seems I really am the luckiest guy in the world.
我吸毒那段日子... Several years of addiction...
正是愛滋病最猖獗的幾年 in the middle of an epidemic,
周圍都是活死人 surrounded by the living dead.
但我沒事 驗血是陰性的 But not me. I'm negative. It's official.
痛完之后 戰斗的序幕其實才拉開 Once the pain goes away, the real battle starts.
消沉 厭世 Depression. Boredom.
情緒低落 You feel so fucking low,
不想做人 you'll want to fucking top yourself.
湯米 Tommy!
湯米 我是阿麥 伙計 Tommy, it's Mark, man.
你沒事吧 哥們 Renton.
-沒出去走走 湯米 -沒有 -Getting out much, Tommy? -No.
也沒看球 Following the game at all?
沒有 No.
我也沒看 Nah, me neither, really.
你去驗過嗎 You take the test?
驗了 Aye.
沒事 Clear?
沒事 Aye.
那就好 That's nice.
真遺憾 湯米 I'm sorry, Tommy.
-身上有沒有粉 -沒有 我戒了 -Got any gear on you? -No, I'm clean, man.
那么...給點錢使使 Well, sub us, then, mate.
我等著支票到 I'm expecting a rent check.
多謝你了 Thanks, Mark.
沒事 No bother.
不麻煩 沒事 反正不是我 No bother, none at all. Not for me, anyway.
講講大道理誰不會啊 It's easy to be philosophical
反正也不是我疴血 when it's some other poor cunt with shite for blood.
你想干什么 What do you want?
-你戒了嗎 -是的 -Are you clean? -Yes.
你發誓 Is that a promise, then?
我事實上是戒了 Yes, it is.
別著急 我問問而已 Calm down. I'm only asking.
-我怎么聞到大麻味 -沒有 -Is that hash I can smell? -No.
有也沒關系 I wouldn't mind a bit, if it is.
-真沒有 -聞起來很象 -Well, it isn't. -It smells like it.
-你還嫩 -嫩什么嫩 別唬我 -You're too young. -I'm too young for what?
你也老大不小了 阿麥 You're not getting any younger, Mark.
這世界在變 The world's changing.
音樂在變 連毒品都在變 Music's changing. Even drugs are changing.
別整天貓這盡惦著... You can't stay in here all day
海洛因和ZP樂隊 dreaming about heroin and Ziggy Pop.
是IP樂隊 It's lggy Pop.
隨便叫什么吧 反正這幫人早翹了 Whatever. I mean, the guy's dead anyway.
IP樂隊可沒玩完 Iggy Pop is not dead.
去年湯米還去看過他們巡回演唱呢 He toured last year.
我是說你得搞搞新意思 The point is, you've got to find something new.
她說對了 我是得搞搞新意思 She was right. I had to find something new.
只有一條路可走 There was only one thing for it.
安居地產 Lifestyle Leasing Agency.
是的 是間翻新過的... Oh, yes, it's a beautifully converted...
舊房 很棒的 Victorian townhouse.
交通方便 Ideally located in a quiet road,
臨近有商店和市場 near to the local shops and transport.
兩間臥室一個廚房 This one's two bedrooms and a kitchen-diner.
豪華裝修 水電齊備 Fully fitted in excellent decorative order.
大量儲物空間 Lots of storage space, and all mod cons.
每周320英鎊 And it's going at $320 a week.
我自食其力 混得還行 I settled in not too badly and kept myself to myself.
偶爾會想起那幫哥們 Sometimes, I thought about the guys,
但大多數時間想不起 but mainly I didn't miss them at all.
畢竟這里遍地黃金 After all, this was Boomtown, where any...
阿貓阿狗都能發達 fool could make cash from chaos and plenty did.
我這里有間翻新的舊房 棒得很 I've got a beautifully converted Victorian townhouse.
我特喜歡聽這些詞... I quite enjoyed the sound of it all.
利潤 虧損 差數 代管 出租... Profit, loss, margins, takeovers, lending, letting,
出憑 換租... subletting, subdividing,
詐騙 誘拐 跑路 cheating, scamming, fragmenting, breaking away.
電報路那間房的鑰匙誰拿了 Who's got the keys to T elegraph Road?
沒有所謂的社會... There was no such thing as society,
即便是有... and even if there was,
...也和我無關 I most certainly had nothing to do with it.
我成年以來 For the first time in my adult life,
第一次覺得人生充實 I was almost content.
親愛的阿麥 "Dear Mark...
很高興你找到了工作和住所 I'm glad you've found a job and somewhere to live.
學校不錯 School is fine at the moment.
我也沒有懷孕 多謝關懷 I'm not pregnant, but thanks for asking.
你那哥們病仔上星期問我... Your friend Sick Boy asked me...
要不要替他工作 last week to work for him,
我讓他去死 but I told him where to go.
我遇到薯仔了 他問候你 I met Spud, who sends his regards,
至少我聽起來象 or at least I think that's what he said. "
沒人見過湯米 "No one has seen Tommy for ages.
弗郎西斯·貝比這周... And finally, Francis Begbie has...
在電視上頻頻露面... been on television a lot,
他被警方通輯... as he is wanted by the police
他被懷疑... in connection with an armed robbery...
與珠寶劫案有關 in a jeweler's in Corstorphine.
保重 愛你的黛安 Take care. Yours with love, Diane. "
弗郎西斯·貝比 "Francis Begbie. "
不會吧 Oh, no.
持槍搶劫 有沒搞錯 我拿的是假槍 Armed robbery? With a replica?
他媽的拿假槍... I mean, how can it be armed robbery...
也算持槍搶劫 with a fucking replica?
真他媽胡說八道 Fucking scandal.
盡他媽放狗屁 And the gear. Look.
還以為是純銀 沒想到是垃圾 Supposed to be solid silver. It's fucking garbage.
那些個狗男女們... There's couples investing all their...
還成包成包買回來 hopes in that stuff.
是放屁 弗郎科 It's a scandal, Franco.
真是豈有此理 Too fucking right it is.
有沒有方便面 And I don't want any pot noodles, by the way.
我快要餓扁了 I'm fucking Lee Marvin.
阿麥 Hey, Rents.
貝比就在我這安營扎寨了 Begbie settled in in no time at all.
搞點煙來 I've got no fucking cigarettes.
好的 All right.
是我 It's me.
弗郎科 Franks!
這家伙真的很變態 Yeah, the guy's a psycho, but it's true.
可他也算是哥們了 我又能怎么著 He's a mate also. What can you do?
幫我去買馬 Pop into bookie's and put a line on for us.
你不會自己去嗎 Can you not go yourself?
我可是說正經的 我被通輯了 Well, seeing as how I'm a fugitive from the law,
不能出去亂晃 得你去 and I can't even walk the fucking streets, you go.
拿去 Here.
買5鎊44號"壞男孩"獨贏 Doncaster. 4:40. $5 you win. Bad Boy.
順便整點啤酒上來 Buy some fucking beer. I'm out.
加油 壞男孩 Come on, Bad Boy!
加油 加油 加油 加油 Come on, son! Come on, son! Come on! Come on!
壞男孩 Bad Boy!
賭資翻了16倍 Came in at 16 to 1.
我們出去慶祝勝利 And with the winnings, we went out to celebrate.
黛安說的沒錯 這世界變化快 Diane was right. The world is changing.
音樂在變化 毒品在變化 Music is changing. Drugs are changing.
男男女女都在變 Even men and women are changing.
一千年后 1,000 years from now,
不分男女 全改自慰 there'll be no guys and no girls, just wankers.
我覺得挺不錯 Sounds great to me.
可惜這事沒人知會貝比 It's just a pity no one told Begbie.
操 操 Fuck! Fuck!
照我看 You see, if you ask me,
我們天生都是異性戀 沒有例外 we're heterosexual by default, not by decision.
后天如何發展看你喜歡什么了 It's just a question of who you fancy.
這純粹是審美觀問題 It's all about aesthetics,
和道德屁都扯不上 and it's fuck-all to do with morality.
操 Fuck!
可當你努力向貝比解釋的時候 But you try telling Begbie that.
總之老子不唱后庭花 Look, I'm not a fucking bufty.
也說不定挺來勁的 Let's face it. It could have been wonderful.
你他媽給我聽著 你這個死道友 Fucking listen to me, you piece of junkie shit.
這他媽的就一笑話 A joke's a fucking joke.
你他媽再敢提這事 老子閹了你 You mention that again, and l'll cut you up.
明白嗎 You understand?
一別至今 病仔... Since I last saw him, Sick Boy...
做了皮條客兼營毒品 had reinvented himself as a pimp and a pusher
按照他的說法 這叫寓工作于娛樂之間... and was here, he said, to mix business and pleasure,
他老是在我耳邊嘮叨... setting up "contacts,"as he constantly informed me,
某天要來上一宗... for the great scag deal...
大買賣一夜暴富 that was going to make him rich.
味道真不錯 Good chips.
你他媽干的什么破事 I can't believe you did that.
我賣了個好價錢 我缺錢花 I got a good price for it. Rents, I need the money.
這他媽是我的電視 It was my fucking telly!
天啊 早知你會如此氣極敗壞... Well, if I'd known you were going to get so humpty,
...這事我還懶得辦呢 I wouldn't have bothered.
你也是租來的嘛 Fucking rented, anyway.
你不想吃嗎 You going to eat that?
你有沒有護照 Have you got a passport?
怎么了 Why?
我認識個家伙 I met this bloke.
開了個酒店兼妓院 Runs a hotel, a brothel.
路子野得很 Loads of contacts.
還兼賣英國護照... Does a nice sideline in punting...
給那些老外 British passports to foreigners.
可以賣個好價錢 Get you a good price.
我為什么要賣護照 And why would I want to sell my passport?
我說說而已 It was just an idea.
我得想辦法送走這兩個瘟神 I had to get rid of them.
病仔根本不去做生意 Sick Boy didn't do his drug deal,
也發達不了 and he didn't get rich.
他和貝比整天琢磨著... Instead, he and Begbie hung around my bed-sit...
怎樣算計我 looking for things to steal.
我決定把他們送到... I decided to put them ...
適合混蛋待的地方去 in the worst place in the world.
他們當然不會交租的 They weren't paying any rent,
等我老板發現這倆王八... so when my boss found two suckers who would,
他們倆還不死 Sick Boy and Begbie were bound to feel threatened.
儲物空間夠大 水電齊備 Yep, lots of storage. All mod cons.
一周320鎊 320 quid a week.
于是 大功告成 And that was that.
可我還得回蘇格蘭一趟 But by then we had another reason to go back.
因為湯米 Tommy.
湯米雖知自己感染了病毒 Tommy knew he'd got the virus, like,
可不知道已病入膏肓 but he never knew he'd gone full-blown.
是肺炎還是癌癥 What was it, pneumonia or cancer?
是弓漿蟲病 No, toxoplasmosis.
有點象腦溢血 Sort of like a stroke.
怎么染上的 How's that?
他一直想與蘭茜和好 He wanted to see Lizzy again.
可她甚至連家都不讓他走近 She wouldn't let him near the house.
然后他買了份禮物 他買了只貓咪給她 So he bought her a present, brought her this kitten.
可蘭茜讓他滾蛋 I bet Lizzy told him where to stick it.
真的"我不要貓咪" 她說 Exactly. "I'm not wanting that cat," she says.
你快給我滾蛋 Get the fuck, right.
湯米只好把貓咪帶回家 So there's Tommy stuck with this kitten.
然后怎么了你也想得出 You can imagine what happened.
對于今天在座的各位... To those of us gathered here today,
湯馬斯·麥克肯基扮演了... Thomas McKenzie filled a number...
不同的角色 of different roles in our lives.
湯馬斯是兒子 兄弟 朋友 Thomas was a son.
那貓沒人理... The thing was neglected.
滿屋子拉屎拉尿 Pissing and shitting all over the place.
湯米一天到晚只知道吸毒 Tommy's lying about,
吸完就到處亂睡 fucked out of his eyeballs on smack or downers.
他不知道貓屎... He never knew you could get...
會傳染弓漿蟲病 toxoplasmosis from cat shit.
他有愛心 熱愛生命 熱愛音樂... A loving man with a great lust for life.
我也不知道 后果如何 Neither did l. What is it?
相當可怕 Fucking horrible.
腦袋里面盡是膿腫 It's like an abscess in your brain.
真惡心 Fucking hell.
然后呢 Then what happened?
他開始頭疼... He starts getting these headaches,
就拼命吸毒 so he just uses more smack,
你知道 為了止疼 you know, for the pain, like.
接著就腦溢血 And then he has a stroke.
他媽的腦溢血進了醫院 A fucking stroke. Just like that.
他出院后... Gets home from the hospital...
三周就死了 and dies three weeks later.
死了有一段時間... He'd been dead for ages
鄰居聞到臭味報警 before the neighbors complained about the smell
警察破門而入 and got the police to break down the door.
見到湯米躺在地上一堆嘔吐物里 Tommy was lying facedown in a pool of vomit.
他雖離開我們 He has gone from us,
我們卻永遠銘記他 but we have many things to remember him by.
那貓咪倒沒事 The kitten was fine.
請大家起立 Would you all please rise now for the committal?
-為湯米 -為湯米 -Tommy. -Tommy.
你告訴他沒有 Did you tell him yet?
-說吧 -怎么了 -On you go. -What?
媽媽桑有個哥們 There's this mate of Swanney's.
-那家伙你認識的 米奇·福里斯特 -是的 -You know the guy. Mikey Forrester. -Aye.
那家伙有批貨 Well, he's come into some gear.
-一大批毒品 -有多少 -A lot of gear. -How much gear?
大概兩公斤 他是這么說的 About two kilos, so he tells me.
上周他喝高了晃到碼頭去... He got drunk in a pub down by the docks last week,
碰上倆俄國水手 where he met two Russian sailors.
他們手上正有批貨 They're fucking carrying this stuff for sale,
要找買家 there and then, like.
隔天他酒醒過來... So he wakes up the next morning,
才意識到他做了什么 緊張到屁都憋出來了 realizes what he's done, gets very fucking nervous.
他想把這批貨脫手 He wants rid of this, right?
-然后呢 -他找到我了 -So? -So he met me,
我答應用個合理的價錢 and I offered to take it off his hands
收購他手上的貨 at a very reasonable price, with the intention
然后轉手賣到倫敦去 of punting it on myself to a guy I know in London.
剛參加完湯米的葬禮... We've just come back from Tommy's funeral,
你居然就大談販毒 and you're talking about a scag deal?
又怎樣 Aye.
多少錢 What was your price?
-四千英鎊 -你有四千英鎊嗎 -Four grand. -You haven't got four grand?
-還差兩千鎊 -這就麻煩了 -We're $2,000 short. -Well, that's tough.
阿麥 大家都知道... Look, every cunt knows...
你存了不少錢 you've been saving up down in London.
不好意思 哥們 我可沒兩千鎊 I'm sorry. I do not have two grand.
你他媽的當然有 Aye, you fucking do.
我看過你的存折 I've seen your bank statement.
-有沒有搞錯 -兩千一百三十三鎊 -For fuck's sake. -$2,133.
兩公斤 要坐多久 十年 Two kilos. What is that, 10 years?
米奇·福里斯特 俄國水手 Mikey Forrester? Russian sailors?
你們吃錯藥了吧 What the fuck are you boys on, eh?
薯仔 你進去過的 Spud, you've already been to jail.
你是怎么回事 What's the deal?
活得不耐煩了還想進去 You like it so much you want to go back?
我缺錢花 I just want the money, Mark.
誰都別多嘴 If everybody keeps their mouth shut,
就他媽不會有事 there'll be no cunt going to jail.
我估摸這次可能要出很多事 There were a lot of possibilities running
可我不想告訴他們 through my mind about what might happen in London.
有很多種的可能性 Things I didn't want to talk to anyone about,
我還是留著自己慢慢想 ideas best kept to myself.
他們也沒告訴我... No one told me when we bought the scag,
這批毒品需要人驗貨 some lucky punter would have to try it out.
貝比信不過薯仔 Begbie didn't trust Spud.
病仔這些日子又小心翼翼的 Sick Boy was too careful these days.
只能是我卷起袖子 刺入血管... So I rolled up my sleeve, I spiked my vein,
完成驗貨的工作 and I did what had to be done.
不錯 It's good.
他媽的是頂級貨 Oh, it's really fucking good.
那一針真爽 Yeah, that hit was good.
我發誓去倫敦之前 I promised myself another one before I got to London.
還要爽一把 算是懷舊一下 Just the one like. For old time's sake.
順便刺激貝比一把 Just to piss Begbie off.
讓他沒覺好睡 This was his nightmare.
他道上混這么久 也就這單最大 The dodgiest scam in a lifetime of dodgy scams
拍擋是三個最沒用... being perpetrated with three of the most useless
最不可靠的混球 and unreliable fuck-ups in town.
我知道這哥們在琢磨什么 I knew what was going on in his mind.
一有什么風吹草動 Any trouble in London,
他肯定腳底抹油 and he would dump us immediately.
他是得快快跑路 One way or another. He had to.
這么一大袋毒品... If he got caught with a bagful of scag,
再加上持槍搶劫 on top of that armed-robbery shit,
他可不想在里面蹲個15 20年 he was going down for 1 5 to 20.
貝比夠狠 可還沒狠到... Begbie was hard, but not so hard
愿意蹲個20年 that he didn't shite it off 20 years in Sultan.
這是最后一針 This was to be my final hit.
要搞清楚 But let's be clear about this.
最后一針 最后一針 There's final hits and final hits.
最后一針何時了 What kind was this to be?
撲克帶了沒有 Did you bring the cards?
-什么 -撲克 -What? -The cards.
我交待你要帶上的 The last thing I told you was to mind the cards.
我沒帶 Well, l've not brought them.
沒撲克玩真他媽的悶 Fucking boring after a while without the cards.
對不起 I'm sorry.
-對不起有個屁用 -那為什么你不帶 -Bit fucking late. -Why didn't you bring them?
大爺我明明讓你帶的 'Cause I fucking told you to bring them,
你個鳥人 you doss cunt!
有沒有搞錯 Christ.
倫敦
酒店
這些是你哥們 These are your friends, right?
我和你說過的 These are the guys I told you about.
-好吧 他來了嗎 -他來了 -Well, is he here? -Yeah, he's here.
有沒有被人跟蹤 You didn't get followed, did you?
-沒人跟蹤 -好吧 -We didn't get followed. -Okay.
好的 All right.
他一眼就看出我們的底細 Straightaway he clocked us for what we were.
不過幾個小毛賊撞上單大生意 Small-time wasters with an accidental big deal.
先生們 失陪一下 Excuse me, gentlemen.
那么 你們開價多少 So how much would you like for this?
兩萬 $20,000.
我只能出一萬五 I don't think it's worth much more than $15,000.
這家伙真是好煩 This was a real drag to him.
他根本不該講價 He didn't need to negotiate.
不過這家伙不買... What the fuck were we going to do...
我們怎么辦 if he didn't buy it?
去街邊擺地攤 真他媽的 Sell it on the streets? Fuck that!
一萬九好了 Well, $1 9,000.
真對不起 我不能接受 I'm terribly sorry. I can't go to $1 9,000.
那就他媽的一萬六吧 Well, fucking $1 6,000, then.
成交 Okay.
就他媽的一萬六 Well, fucking $16,000 it is, then.
先生們 這里每疊二千鎊 These, gentlemen, are $2,000 bundles.
二... Here's two.
四... That's four.
最終一萬六成交 We settled on $16,000.
那箱里其實還有好多錢 He had more in the suitcase,
不過 總好過一無所有 but it was better than nothing.
非常感謝 先生們 Thank you very much, gentlemen.
和你們講價... I'd like to say it's been...
真是過癮 a pleasure haggling with you.
是嗎 Fucking brand-new, by the way.
就這樣吧 Okay.
太好了 Yes!
我操... Fucking...
這一刻感覺真好 And just for a moment, it felt really great.
真得感覺朋友心心相連 Like we were in it together, like friends.
好有意思 Like it meant something.
真是感動內心的一刻 A moment like that can touch you deep inside.
可惜很快就過去 不象錢 But it doesn't last long, not like $16,000.
你怎么樣薯仔 So what about you, Spud,
有什么投資大計 any investments on the horizon?
要不要買個小島 Gonna buy yourself a wee island in the sun?
四千英鎊搞得定 For four fucking grand?
一顆棕櫚樹 幾塊石頭 One palm tree, a couple of rocks,
再來條下水道 and a sewage outflow.
我也不知道 I don't know, man.
可能先給老娘買點東西 I'm gonna get something for my ma.
再來點好的興奮劑 不要蘇打 Get some good speed, no bicarb.
泡個妞 帶她逛街 好好對她 And get a girl, take her out, treat her right.
然后操得她不省人事 Shag her senseless.
不是 哥們 我要的是真愛 真愛 No, man! True love. True love.
不過今晚也真想肉搏一場... Hey, but I could handle
最好來個猶太公主 some hot sex with a Jewish Princess.
-你這鳥人 -連天主教徒都不放過 -You daft cunt! -Or a Catholic!
把錢全浪費在女人身上... If you're gonna waste it on a bird,
還不如他媽的留給我 you may as well fucking leave all of it to me.
買酒去 Now get the drinks.
-上次是我去的 -該你去了 貝比 -I got the last one. -It's your round, Franco.
好吧 還喝一樣的 Okay. Same again?
我去撒泡尿 Right. I'm off for a pish.
我回來錢應該還在吧 See when I get back the money's still here, okay?
你一轉身我們撒腿就跑 The moment your back's turned, we're out the door.
我肯定會死追到底 I'll be right fucking after you.
瞧你那熊樣 肯定追不上我們 You'll never catch us, you flabby bastard.
買酒回來別見不著你 By the way, see when I get back.
我早就扛著錢跑出半條街了 Be halfway down the street with the money.
我他媽宰了你 Fucking kill you.
估計你做得出 I thought you might, Franco.
你肯定會的 I thought you might.
你夠不夠膽 Are you game for it?
什么 What?
就那東西 Well?
你說真的 Are you serious?
不知道 你怎么看 Don't know. What do you think?
還在啊 Still here, I see.
做人不能不夠哥們 Oh, well, we wouldn't run out on a mate, eh?
為什么不呢 我就會 Why not? I know I would.
貝比哪去了 Where's Franco?
有沒有搞錯 For fuck's sake!
對不起 哥們 我再給你買一杯 Sorry, mate.
你這大蠢豬 把我的衣服搞臟了 You ruined my fucking suit, you fucking idiot.
對不起 我真不是有意的 I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.
道歉頂個屁用 你這鳥人 Sorry's not gonna dry me off, you cunt.
冷靜點 貝比 別人都道歉了 Cool down, Franco. The man says he's sorry.
長成個豬樣是夠對不起觀眾的 Not sorry enough for being a fat cunt.
去你媽的 杯子都拿不穩 If you can't hold a pint,
還喝個什么鳥酒 滾開 you shouldn't be in the pub. Fuck off.
別這樣 Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no!
別這樣 貝比 別這樣 哥們 Come on, Franco, move away. Aah!
有沒有搞錯 Aah! Fuck's sake!
貝比 你有沒有搞錯 Oh, fucking nice one, Franco!
-閉嘴 -你割傷了我 -Shut it! -You cut me, man!
誰讓你擋老子的道 You were in my fucking way.
救命 Help!
哦 不 Oh, no.
誰他媽的還想擋老子的道 Anybody else want to get in my fucking way?
你嗎 You?
你 You?
阿麥 給我拿包煙過來 Hey, Rent Boy, you bring me down a fucking smoke.
我們走吧 貝比 I think we'd better go, Franco!
我要去醫院 Go to the hospital!
去你娘個頭的醫院 You're not going to any fucking hospital,
你留在這 and you're staying.
你快給我拿包煙來 You bring me down a fucking cigarette.
還有袋子 And the bag.
我找了好多理由... Now, I've justified this to myself...
來安慰自己 in all sorts of ways.
沒什么大不了的 小小出賣一把而已 It wasn't a big deal, just a minor betrayal.
我們之間并沒什么 Or we'd outgrown each other.
一幫狐朋狗友而已 You know, that sort of thing.
可說到底我還是背叛了他們 But let's face it. I ripped them off.
這幫所謂的哥們 My so-called mates.
貝比...只不過是坨屎 But Begbie. I couldn't give a shit about him.
病仔同樣會這么做 And Sick Boy. He'd have done the same to me
這招還是他先想出來的 if he'd only thought of it first.
薯仔...我算是對不起他了 And Spud. Well, okay, I felt sorry for Spud.
他從沒傷害過任何人 He never hurt anybody.
畜生 Bastard!
操 操 Fuck! Fuck!
好吧 走啦 All right, move away, people.
這里怎么了 What's going on in there?
開門 馬上開門 Open up. Open up now!
畜生 畜生 Bastard! Bastard!
我為什么要這么做 So why did I do it?
千百條理由其實都是狗屁借口 I could offer a million answers, all false.
事實就是 我是個壞蛋 The truth is that I'm a bad person,
但我能改 我要改過自新 but that's gonna change. I'm going to change.
這是最后一次 This is the last of that sort of thing.
從現在起我要洗心革面 重新做人 I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on.
我要大步向前 選擇生活 Going straight and choosing life.
我的前途一片光明 I'm looking forward to it already.
我會象你一樣 I'm going to be just like you.
有工作 家庭 再整個大電視... The job, the family, the fucking big television,
洗衣機 小車 the washing machine, the car,
激光唱機 電動開罐器... the compact disc, and electrical tin opener,
健康 低膽固醇和牙醫保險... good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance,
按揭 買樓 休閑裝 皮箱... mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage,
三件頭西裝 DIY 看電視 three-piece suite, D.I. Y., game shows,
吃零食 生孩子 逛公園... junk food, children, walks in the park,
朝九晚五 打高爾夫 洗車子... 9: 00 to 5:00, good at golf, washing the car,
穿運動衫 過圣誕節... choice of sweaters, family Christmas,
領養老金 有免稅額 indexed pension, tax exemption,
通下水道 改邪歸正 安居樂業... clearing gutters, getting by,
等待歸天的日子 Looking ahead to the day you die.
根據艾文·威爾士小說改編